In the crown shaped wax seal
The secret history is the one we wrote ourselves
We became ashes that remain and breathe
Like the stain of the rust of white fences railings
And the endless summer that is never there
To be seen, to be bereft of anything good
In white linen shirt and sage polka dot tie (untied)
In the movement everything was unraveling
You became a diet coconut burrito
And I was serving a rumless cherry coke with 70 grams of sugar
It was meant to be savoured meant to be enjoyed
Without rules, we became freer version of ourselves
Stealing soft kisses and stale Turkish delights
Dancing on the imaginary balcony
Singing songs with made up lyrics and forgotten tunes
Dipping two week old lemon in second batch of earl greyer
Sharing perfume with the name of daisy in it
Colonizing each other's carpet for mouse pads
To retrain the unique angle of incision of a fountain pen
Falling in love with that strawberry red ink
To argue about whether to keep a fish
To storm the refrigerator for healthy snack or lack thereof
To cross contaminate the same jar of nutella
To learn to forget you twice in a row
As the wind is still blowing and the apartment smelt of fresh paint
We paint the start and end of each of our stories
June 2023
By Aran Meredith